Entry #1
Tuesday XYYY.YY 7:02 pm
It feels like forever since I’ve written in a journal like this, probably since my days at the Academy. That almost feels like a lifetime ago…
Not much has changed, though, since the Five Year mission has started, and that also feels like forever ago. But it feels slow, so painfully slow. For everyone else it seems like he, she, or they will tell me, “Oh no, time flies by when you’re busy!!” and it drives me absolutely CRAZY! It's like I’m the only person on the whole ship who feels stagnant, like you’re moving but you’re knees deep in the sand.
Sure, I love my schedule and love my work, but.. I just wish there was something more. But, what?
Speaking of work, Whitlock was on my ass again today when I made an accident. Sorry, “Lieutenant” Whitlock, my bad. You know, for a guy climbing the ranks, he is such an asshole. You’d think he would treat me and Ajay with a little bit of kindness, but no, that is only reserved for those above him. I guess it sort’ve makes sense, he kisses up to his superiors while he treats the rest of us like worker ants. It’s all part of his inflated ego. Did you know he once snapped his fingers in my face to catch my attention? I nearly chewed off his head right then and there, that would’ve certainly put me in the lower decks.
At least I have Ajay to endure it with me. I even think she hates him more than I do..
Anyways, I have a busy day tomorrow. The raffle for the next land mission is in the morning and I am hoping I get picked. If I were to get selected, it'd be a great change of pace. I’m just crossing my fingers at this point.. I need something to occupy my mind.
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It feels like forever since I’ve written in a journal like this, probably since my days at the Academy. That almost feels like a lifetime ago…
Not much has changed, though, since the Five Year mission has started, and that also feels like forever ago. But it feels slow, so painfully slow. For everyone else it seems like he, she, or they will tell me, “Oh no, time flies by when you’re busy!!” and it drives me absolutely CRAZY! It's like I’m the only person on the whole ship who feels stagnant, like you’re moving but you’re knees deep in the sand.
Sure, I love my schedule and love my work, but.. I just wish there was something more. But, what?
Speaking of work, Whitlock was on my ass again today when I made an accident. Sorry, “Lieutenant” Whitlock, my bad. You know, for a guy climbing the ranks, he is such an asshole. You’d think he would treat me and Ajay with a little bit of kindness, but no, that is only reserved for those above him. I guess it sort’ve makes sense, he kisses up to his superiors while he treats the rest of us like worker ants. It’s all part of his inflated ego. Did you know he once snapped his fingers in my face to catch my attention? I nearly chewed off his head right then and there, that would’ve certainly put me in the lower decks.
At least I have Ajay to endure it with me. I even think she hates him more than I do..
Anyways, I have a busy day tomorrow. The raffle for the next land mission is in the morning and I am hoping I get picked. If I were to get selected, it'd be a great change of pace. I’m just crossing my fingers at this point.. I need something to occupy my mind.
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